alright, today was just plain screwed. the chinese new year performance was really boring, and pretty darn terrible. probably the worst one in my four years in secondary school. well, that my take.

then when school ended, there was this meeting for all specialists, which started at 11am, when school ended around 10am. one word, retarded. yes. really screwed up my day. the thing is, i intended to leave at 11.30am, and in the end i left at 12.30pm. one hour late. seriously just wasted my life.

after that i went to grand cathay to meet howard, marcus, jag and le fa for inkheart. and guess who we met there. more 425 people, plus a lot more. nearly half our class went to watch. oh, and by the way, the movie's fucking dumb, cause it doesn't exactly make a lot of sense at all. screwed, yes.

when the movie ended, i headed to plaza sing with howard, to buy my lunar new year clothes. last minute, like everything else. oh, and howard can actually fit into a size small shirt. totally unbelievable.

well, at least its holidays again. finally a break from studying. thats pretty good, honestly. hmm. good day.

listening to:

hey monday - candles

screw the chinese project.
its, like, fucked up. simply.
and i've got to do it on my own right now. solo, yes.

there's this idiot in my group, who was supposed to summarise the entire presentation, and send it to wang wen, decides to sleep early. and basically dumps the work on my lap. fuck him man. born loser. you'd be thankful edwin and i accepted you into our group. bitch. totally ruined my night.

for everything else, i realise how badly i need a break from school. i've just been so caught up in school, that i've practically neglected everything else around me. my family, close friends, church, and even my studies. i really gotta stop slacking and run the race all the way to the end.

oh. one more thing.

IVAN CHUA YOU'RE FAT.

i'm sorry but that's the truth, and the truth hurts. pretty darn badly, at times. yes.

listening to:
rise against - hero of war

i guess the only question that i don't know, is why i am afraid of letting go.  

my blog's pretty dead. thus i shall try to get it going once again. well. o level results came back today. A1 for chinese(((: yes. totally excellent.

the thing is, i have no idea what the class of 2008's gotten so far.

in any case, good luck to:
nicholas liaw, vienna, stella, kevin, lee xun, jun hong
and whoever else that i forgot. GOOD LUCK.

inter-class tomorrow. rugby. yucks. all the way to farrer park. troublesome. and im meeting justina for mass at six. darn. its gonna be a long day.

listening to:
metallica - all nightmare long