i really don't feel like having tuition tomorrow morning):

and i want to go for nine inch nails on august 10.

listening to:

echo and the bunnymen - lips like sugar

IT'S FINALLY OVER!!! :D

ncc can just go jump down and die right now(:

but yes, it is pretty bittersweet i guess. mixed feelings. but i kinda feel indifferent.

definitely, ncc was memorable. i might miss it. might.

after much careful consideration, i've decided not to shave for hair for hope this year. it was a difficult decision, and i'm sure i'll somehow have regrets, but nevertheless, i still gotta stick to my choice of not shaving this year. i took a long enough time to finally get my hair back into its normal hairstyle, and i certainly don't want my hair to be screwed during graduation at the end of the year. selfish? maybe. just not this year. maybe the next, but not this one. sorry people.

for some reason, i'm listening to wonder girls. please do not ask why, because i've no idea myself.

"i want nobody, nobody but you"

listening to:

30 seconds to mars - attack

LLTC.

yes ryan, i agree that it was a great camp, and heck, i'm not even in the organising team, yet i enjoyed myself thoroughly despite going for only two days. which leads me to imagine how much fun all the OTs had. darn. i miss being an OT):

oh. howard just texted me the entire hoedown throwdown lyrics.

just kill me.

its already bad that the song's from miley. and you guys aren't making it even better. after listening to it only three times, i think its a retarded and meaningless song. honestly.

why don't they just cancel AP?

its stupid enough that they cancelled the passing out parade, so why didn't they just cancel AP too? isn't it pretty meaningless anyway. i mean, who will actually want to watch with so many strict regulations? plus, old boys and parents aren't allowed to come.

damn.

hair for hope.

YES/NO?

can't decide. last year's shave was fucked up.

i can't believe my brother's gone to melbourne to study.

the next time i'll see him, is during the november-december break. which is a really long time too. and mom went off with him too. to help him settle all his stuff. which means i'm stuck with dad, till mom returns home next week. a week with dad. how terrific.

its been just four hours since they've gone.

and i pretty much miss them already):

listening to:

tenacious d - kickapoo

arghh. fuck itunes.

at least formatfactory's still working.

fuck. and i don't feel like leaving the house at all. FML.

listening to:

daughtry - no surprise

every saint has a past

every sinner has a future.

listening to:

kings of leon - notion

we will all laugh at gilded butterflies.

alright. MYE results are coming out in a couple of hours. which isn't exactly very good, no.

obviously.

horribly terrible awful day.

go to sleep.

good day.

listening to:

dixie chicks - not ready to make nice

i sat there, bleeding for you.

gahh. i gotta wake up at six tomorrow.

damn family day. screw it mann.

good luck to all taking mother tongue mock tests tomorrow.

you'll need it. seriously.

good day.

listening to:

kris allen - heartless

KRIS ALLEN WON IDOL :D

i told you so(:

damn. its good to have your phone and ipod with you during chinese class. hahaa.

its a good day.

YAY KRIS!

listening to:

kris allen - ain't no sunshine

happy confirmation to gabriel, kenneth, bryan david and lucian! :D

bd's parents brought us out for dinner after the confi mass. fantastic people i say.

chinese intensive can just jump down and die.

so much for HIGHER chinese):

listening to:

sherwood - traveling alone

victims of authority

KRIS ALLEN WILL WIN IDOL.

right. so mid years are probably over. and at least i don't have any chinese examinations to bother me tomorrow(: HIGHER CHINESE ftw.

which is pretty darn good, i'm sure. 

in any case, heading over to gabriel's house tomorrow.

so i guess it'll be pretty cool anyway.

HFC's confirmation's this sunday. which i shall attend.

oh, i bought a shirt. THE CLASH(:

listening to:

green day - warning

and i'm left here in the dark, with no memory of you.

exams are almost done.

half.

and screw mainstream.

listening to:

aerosmith - crazy

i can't find my drumsticks):

inter unit games later on. ncc land is going to win(: again. like always. yes.

simply can't wait.

off to bed. good day.

listening to:

hedley - trip

i really want to get into vjc/tjc. more than anything in this world. well, more than almost everything in this world right now.

i honestly hope its not too unrealistic a target.

six/seven points.

i gotta work hard. real hard.

english oral today. totally owned it(: which is something to be proud of.

2.4km run today, sucked. badly. wanted to throw up, and my stomach hurt like hell. awfully terrible.

howard please bring it tomorrow.

good luck to edwin, melvyn and amelia for their track nationals tomorrow.

outta here. good day.

listening to:

jon mclaughlin - beating my heart

i'd be lying if i told you, losing you was something i could handle.

listening to:

the white tie affair - if i fall

i'm really wondering how i'm going to get that six/seven points for o levels and head to tjc/vjc. screw this. people say its too unrealistic.

fuck this shit.

i totally give up.

fucking mother tongue mid year exam's on monday. but i'm not in the fucking group which is taking chinese os in june. so fuck this. fucking higher chinese shit.

just fucking give up.

listening to:

so they say - in bloom